December 31.....A special day in everyone's life...its the last day of a year.....the day that symbolizes the end of somethng old...n begining of somethng new ..it is when the people get ready to welcome a new year after saying tearful farewell to the year that brought to them the memorable n wonderful moments of their life.........joy n tear ...a kind of untold emotional conflict.........
Today my emotion is bit more complicated n intensified than anybody else becoz its not only the end of 2008 but its the end of my "joyful & carefree" life. Yes tommorrow I am going to join Sonata..to start my career.. n i am sure u all know what that means......from now onwards no more getting up late, novels, films,roaming with frnds ,wasting time in dreams n all ....only work work n work...n ofcourse lot of responsibility and commitment. And positive things being experience,own money, status,respect etc etc.....
To become a software engineer in a gud company was my childhood dream...[actually one of many fantacies I had] I hav spent days dreaming about it n wondering wether i wil ever be a s/w engineer. I was waiting for it. N today its really happening. dont know how the days passed by.. N what is the irony is that my excitement is not the same as it used to be. Because i hav to sacrifice my joyful life for the sake of it. :(:(:(:( n another bitter fact is that to be a software engineer is not a great deal as alomst everyone is a software engineer today :P...n IT industry today is full of surprises and shocks.:P:(
Today is supposed to be very important day of my life. becauze like anybody else i was needing to be independent very badly.. i wanted to earn my money. i wanted to be independent. i wanted to get free of all the miseries i was undergoing at home and at outside [loneliness,wasteful and aimless life,dependency,insult etc etc]..i wanted to create my own world. make impossible things possible...i wanted to bring happiness into my life......................etc etc
now its the time....but instead of being happy i am feelng very bad...i dont knw why..i am not able to welcome this. i am going to miss everything that i had till today. both gud n bad......they say student life is the golden life ...its not going to repeat again in your life.....its true........though i din hav the glorious college life...i think i miss it....lot more changes will be occuring from tommorrow onwards........life wil take a sudden new twist...i dont have any idea how that is going to be..and how well i wil be able to mange it...But i hope everythng is going to be ALRITE :):):):)
In the eve of this i feel like writing the poems..........its dedicated to Me and to Everyone who is facing the same situation right now.....
Here it goes....................
O my old & cute life...
Its finally the time to say gud bye to u..
This is what I wanted ..
But never thought it would make me cry..
I have made this far with u..
Now this is the time to part...
I am no longer a happy go lucky child..
I am grown up ..
I had lot of fun
Now its all over..
Its really so painful..
But I am left with no other option
So a tearful bye bye to u..:(
N a happy farewell to me.....:)
But ……………
A new life is ahead for me
It is an unspoiled page in my book of time
It is an opportunity to practice
What I have learned about life
During the last few years
All that I sought
And did not find it. Is hidden in it
Waiting for me to search it out
With more determination
All the good that I tried for
And did not achieve
Is its duty to grant
When I have fewer conflicting desires
All that I hoped for but did not will
All the faith that I claimed but did not have
There slumber lightly
Waiting to be awakened
By the touch of a strong pursue
It is I opportunity
To renew my allegation to him who said
Behold, It is all things new…
A NEW BEGINING IS AHEAD.......................................:):):):)
Today my emotion is bit more complicated n intensified than anybody else becoz its not only the end of 2008 but its the end of my "joyful & carefree" life. Yes tommorrow I am going to join Sonata..to start my career.. n i am sure u all know what that means......from now onwards no more getting up late, novels, films,roaming with frnds ,wasting time in dreams n all ....only work work n work...n ofcourse lot of responsibility and commitment. And positive things being experience,own money, status,respect etc etc.....
To become a software engineer in a gud company was my childhood dream...[actually one of many fantacies I had] I hav spent days dreaming about it n wondering wether i wil ever be a s/w engineer. I was waiting for it. N today its really happening. dont know how the days passed by.. N what is the irony is that my excitement is not the same as it used to be. Because i hav to sacrifice my joyful life for the sake of it. :(:(:(:( n another bitter fact is that to be a software engineer is not a great deal as alomst everyone is a software engineer today :P...n IT industry today is full of surprises and shocks.:P:(
Today is supposed to be very important day of my life. becauze like anybody else i was needing to be independent very badly.. i wanted to earn my money. i wanted to be independent. i wanted to get free of all the miseries i was undergoing at home and at outside [loneliness,wasteful and aimless life,dependency,insult etc etc]..i wanted to create my own world. make impossible things possible...i wanted to bring happiness into my life......................etc etc
now its the time....but instead of being happy i am feelng very bad...i dont knw why..i am not able to welcome this. i am going to miss everything that i had till today. both gud n bad......they say student life is the golden life ...its not going to repeat again in your life.....its true........though i din hav the glorious college life...i think i miss it....lot more changes will be occuring from tommorrow onwards........life wil take a sudden new twist...i dont have any idea how that is going to be..and how well i wil be able to mange it...But i hope everythng is going to be ALRITE :):):):)
In the eve of this i feel like writing the poems..........its dedicated to Me and to Everyone who is facing the same situation right now.....
Here it goes....................
O my old & cute life...
Its finally the time to say gud bye to u..
This is what I wanted ..
But never thought it would make me cry..
I have made this far with u..
Now this is the time to part...
I am no longer a happy go lucky child..
I am grown up ..
I had lot of fun
Now its all over..
Its really so painful..
But I am left with no other option
So a tearful bye bye to u..:(
N a happy farewell to me.....:)
But ……………
A new life is ahead for me
It is an unspoiled page in my book of time
It is an opportunity to practice
What I have learned about life
During the last few years
All that I sought
And did not find it. Is hidden in it
Waiting for me to search it out
With more determination
All the good that I tried for
And did not achieve
Is its duty to grant
When I have fewer conflicting desires
All that I hoped for but did not will
All the faith that I claimed but did not have
There slumber lightly
Waiting to be awakened
By the touch of a strong pursue
It is I opportunity
To renew my allegation to him who said
Behold, It is all things new…
A NEW BEGINING IS AHEAD.......................................:):):):)
